Title: Lifestyle Therapist

Gender: Female

Age: 26

Sun Sign: Libra

Chinese Sign: Metal Rooster

Location: Tulsa, OK

Don't know why it's so hard to describe myself to others but, I'll give it a shot. Whether you understand this or you don't is not my point. It's about time I transfer these thoughts from my mind/heart through my fingertips so I can see it with my eyes and know that I'm confident in doing so.

Biggest Challenge: Still trying to grasp the idea that I know who I am completely and not question the idea of being 'me.'

Greatest Accomplishment: My family. I've worked very hard for my family and have the full commitment to give them the best. To always do my best, cherish, and love them unconditionally. I learn from others mistakes and keep in mind that it's usually the Mom that holds the family together and keeps everyone on the same page to say the least. The Mom who keeps their chins up and teaches them to respect others. I strive for the best for my family and let nothing get in the way.

I am: shy when I feel insecure and I'm everyone's best friend when I feel confident. I am such a teenage girl when it comes to body image but, want to believe whole hearted that I am beautiful and everyone else has imperfections and faults. Isn't that what makes us beautiful anyway? I am very honest to everyone but myself(a lesson I'm still learning). I am funny in my own way. I am an awesome friend. I am an awesome Mom.

 I am an old soul.

 I am thankful for the experiences in my life which I have learned from and those out there waiting to teach me a lesson. I am an optimist. I am positive. I am sexy in my own way. I am bright eyes and bushy tailed when I'm happy. I am troubled at times with compliments and don't know how to accept them. I am a mother at heart. I am career driven but, at the moment have no such thing. I am strong.

I feel: I have the best ideas in the shower. Weak in the morning until I have my coffee, smoke, some sort of affection and first intelligent thought of the day. I feel uncomfortable when I'm alone but, want more alone time for myself. I feel my heart beet purely when holding my children. I feel embarrassed when others point out faults of strangers. I feel the pains of others. I feel uneasy when people cant get along. I feel the vibes of others' presence right awayand I'm pretty good at seeing their aura. I feel that most people don't fully understand me and that most don't want to take the time to do so. I feel beautiful when I'm loved. I feel the urge to help others in any way possible.
 I feel passion that I cant describe though I try so hard to put it into words and try to get it out into my art.  I feel this is getting too long and I still haven't gotten my point across.

I love: Warm showers, kind people, smiling, running my fingers through my hair, soft skin, passionate kisses, hugs that intertwine souls, warm socks, fuzzy blankets, nakedness, mirrors to reflect light and sparkle into a room, anything that's pure, being in love, 74 degree weather, confidence, new ideas, pushing my limits, food and drink with flavor that makes my taste buds dance, shimmying my hips and dancing, music that touches my soul and enhances my spirit, eyes that sparkle, starry nights, nude photography, the sun on my bare back, candles, being held, trees swaying in the breeze, pillows, night life, day dreaming, beautiful people, the idea that I will have what I want, nature, the bigger picture, singing, talent, painting, piano music, things that have sentimental meaning, reptiles, animals, artwork, spring time, daffodils, to cook when I have everything I need in the kitchen, expressing myself, making love.

I believe: Passion comes from people who are in tune with their spirits. I believe that the human society has become lazy and retarded. I believe its sad and unfortunate that most people know the ends and outs of an engine and don't have a clue when it comes to their own bodies. I believe society has the wrong impression of 'drugs' when most people self medicate daily with unnecessary prescriptions. I believe others insecurities cause more problems than people usually think about. I believe a smile can make someones day. I believe kind words can mend wounds in peoples souls. I believe in reincarnation. I believe that great sex can build confidence, bring people closer together and relieve stress. I believe that all religion worships the same higher power but, people are too big headed and closed minded to realize that. I believe that the US should have more resources for health care like Canada. I believe that Europe has the right idea about sexual relationships. I believe that there is too much violence but, people are too lazy to walk away from the TV or change the channel. I believe that putting prayer back in public schools is like re enforcing segregation. I believe Bush is only the beginning of my nightmare. I believe dreams have meaning. I believe there is a cure for most diseases. I believe ancient Japanese wisdom makes a lot of sense. I believe that knowledge is power and college is bull shit. I believe wisdom is gained from what life hands you and not from age. I believe I am older in my real age. I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe that people who read these things on profiles are looking for a friend of their same nature. I believe time goes by too quickly but, at times it goes too slow. I believe that name brands are bullshit. I believe when it rains, it pours. I believe we are smarter than we think but, give ourselves too much credit. I believe teachers are paid too little. I believe we should take more time to sit and have a meal rather than going through a drive through. I believe corporate America is killing the American dream. I believe that the weather is doing weird shit. I believe airline tickets cost too much. I believe paying for Oklahoma toll roads is a lost cause and a rip off. I believe more people should volunteer. I believe Americans collect too much junk, and throw away too much trash. I believe organization is a talent. I believe in a good nights rest. I believe in myself.

If you want to see more of me, for now you can check me out at myspace.com/kendellauren

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